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An easy question... Without what a person can't live long?
Many might have different answers, but an easy answer for this is "Family"
Yes, i know i cant be back, as admins wont do long in banning or deleting my account, and why can't they? I have behaved as a retard here. I might be the most hated person in the history of gamerx. I have seen so much of sorrow here, that i always behaved as a mad child. I feel so ashamed, so so ashamed , that i can't even tell what deeds i have done in this server. Playing with my brother's account(which accordingly made him lose his admin status), and impersonated admins by joining their accounts on irc, and done a lot fuckin things. Maaynn, you guys might just think he is again coming here as a retard, and your thoughts for me are also valid.
You guys never had a close connection with the players ingame, because you dont meet them in real life ofcourse. So, you might not even feel my pain. After all the shit i did, admins gave me the privlidge of becoming a trusted player again, but what i did after that? got into an abusive fight and BAAM! I lost it again. After such disrespect, i lost my balance, i started doing the things in my own way which i never should have. A person always feels guilty for his mistakes, and theres not a single day i might have not thought about this server.
I impersonated admins, i behaved like shit. and what i can only ask for is forgiveness.
I joined this server when this server was just a new born, like i was just 8 years that time. And after all this, i know there is a lot of space for the players over here, but there's still no space for me.
Hackers can get forgiveness, but people like me cannot.
And to be honest, there is a sad music tone going on in my head, as i am writing this post.
Lastly, i would like to say sorry to all the admins, who's account i joined on irc, behaved like shit and acted like a retard.
And yeah, there might be full chance of admins deleting this account of mine, banning me or deleting this post. But , i just want to say sorry
Bye
Many might have different answers, but an easy answer for this is "Family"
Yes, i know i cant be back, as admins wont do long in banning or deleting my account, and why can't they? I have behaved as a retard here. I might be the most hated person in the history of gamerx. I have seen so much of sorrow here, that i always behaved as a mad child. I feel so ashamed, so so ashamed , that i can't even tell what deeds i have done in this server. Playing with my brother's account(which accordingly made him lose his admin status), and impersonated admins by joining their accounts on irc, and done a lot fuckin things. Maaynn, you guys might just think he is again coming here as a retard, and your thoughts for me are also valid.
You guys never had a close connection with the players ingame, because you dont meet them in real life ofcourse. So, you might not even feel my pain. After all the shit i did, admins gave me the privlidge of becoming a trusted player again, but what i did after that? got into an abusive fight and BAAM! I lost it again. After such disrespect, i lost my balance, i started doing the things in my own way which i never should have. A person always feels guilty for his mistakes, and theres not a single day i might have not thought about this server.
I impersonated admins, i behaved like shit. and what i can only ask for is forgiveness.
I joined this server when this server was just a new born, like i was just 8 years that time. And after all this, i know there is a lot of space for the players over here, but there's still no space for me.
Hackers can get forgiveness, but people like me cannot.
And to be honest, there is a sad music tone going on in my head, as i am writing this post.
Lastly, i would like to say sorry to all the admins, who's account i joined on irc, behaved like shit and acted like a retard.
And yeah, there might be full chance of admins deleting this account of mine, banning me or deleting this post. But , i just want to say sorry
Bye
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